tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7531485189506577806.post546186364311163401..comments2023-03-30T01:59:35.292-07:00Comments on A recovering compulsive overeater: Eating like a ladySabilonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15804473803794688318noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7531485189506577806.post-48620943887440446952010-10-09T14:26:27.127-07:002010-10-09T14:26:27.127-07:00Why are you looking forward to the 19th? (of cour...Why are you looking forward to the 19th? (of course I think I know why, but would like to bring that up). I try to not give the weight I see on the 19th more meaning than being a reality check. It does not say anything about me, and, as I said, I can even feel horribly fat, like a monster, when the weight is still the same. But I understand, of course, that it is great to have lost weight.<br /><br />I have had a few wobbly food days. Thank God today has been totally clean. I think the reason for that is that I 'took my medicine' = was honest to my sponsor about it. Honesty is my medicine.<br /><br />Before I rang her this morning I'd been out to go to an event, and as I was on the way to the Underground I suddenly felt extremely fat and was very aware of my belly (that is not THAT big!). I had to go into a shop to look for a new top to disguise my belly! I thought everyone is looking at my belly!!! In the end I only bought a black vest to conceal that area of my body under my regular top, but after I'd talked to my sponsor and been honest about my food I did not remember my belly once, all day!!!<br /><br />Am not on Twitter. Am trying to keep my life as simple as possible, but it isn't simple at all!<br /><br />Need to open up more to people here in OA, to my sponsor and people from my meetings. I am not even aware how I am not open about certain things that really bug me! My sponsor points it out to me.<br /><br />Lovely to have your comment! It is horrible to think I am 'talking to myself!'<br /><br />S.Sabilonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15804473803794688318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7531485189506577806.post-37088708694331594832010-10-09T10:49:56.942-07:002010-10-09T10:49:56.942-07:00Hi Sabilon!
Thanks for commenting on my blog. Yes...Hi Sabilon!<br /><br />Thanks for commenting on my blog. Yes, I am "back," and I'm so grateful. I have 60 days of abstinence today, and I feel so great! I have really been enjoying the online OA community! Do you have a Twitter account? It's great for quick feedback and outreach/support.<br /><br />Hope you'll keep blogging and stay in touch!<br /><br />Charlie<br /><br />PS - Looking forward to the 19th! :)Charlie O. Edinburghhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14743399304828375276noreply@blogger.com