Tuesday, 30 October 2012

Not 'between the chairs' anymore

In my language we say that someone is sitting between two chairs, if they can't make up their mind.  That was me today, and you see the result above... 

To show you what I mean, I give you a link here to my second blog:

What a day!

The lastest news is that I'm recommitting to my Overeaters Anonymous Programme! 

I will work with a new sponsor, rang her earlier, an old recovery friend whose freedom from food obsession I love and want for myself.  Provided that my doctor agrees, I'll know that tomorrow, I will start on a particular food plan, and do you know what?  I'm not going to tell you which food plan it is because it's not about the food plan, the food plan is not and will not be my God (hopefully!!!)!  God save me from showing off with weight loss results and how my food plan is the right one!  You see, I haven't even started, and I 'm thinking about these things.

I embrace OA unity, our amazing diversity, all our unique paths to and in recovery!

If I'm honest, I'm desperate to lose the weight I've gained over the past few years and particularly recently through frequent sweets binges.  I've watched myself grow - fatter and fatter!  It isn't about the weight and it is.  I'd be lying if I said it isn't.  But it's also sanity I want, peace, being at ease with myself, others and food.

'God help us all', as my sponsor in another fellowship says...

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